The conflict of my job

So, I am once again experiencing the conflict of the job I have chosen. I had to say goodbye to one of my younger girls today. However, this goodbye was not negative, for JR moved to an adoptive placement. And thus my conflict. This is one of the goals we have for younger kids and it is a very exciting moment when this happens. On the other hand, for us it is a very sad moment. I am even having a very difficult right now even expressing what I want to say. All I know is the ache in my heart is great but the joy in my heart is also great. And I know that God will reconcile it all and He will bless us, JR and her new family.